Blink of an eYe

Still looking for myself in the tumult the storm set off
And still, didn’t find anything that looked like it
The heavens probably thought I’d be better off
But I often need the feeling of having it
I wonder if my blue bird would ever come off
I spiral on and on trying to understand it

As the poet said it ain’t me babe
And it probably won’t be me babe
I got into old age in a blink of an eye
And tried not to go too high
It’s not about anything I said
But it’s only waiting for to fade

There was a time when I could see the end of the road
When getting scared wasn’t getting any ode
Wishing that blink could last a little longer
So my joy wouldn’t taste that bitter
You can keep your high valued expectations
All I can offer is a world full of deceptions

Cause as the poet said it ain’t me babe
And it probably won’t be me babe
I died in a blink of an eye
I extinguished my own fire
It’s not about the love you bring
It’s about the crown of despair that made me king

Lejain.