Blink of an eYe

Still looking for myself in the tumult the storm set off

And still, didn’t find anything that looked like it

The heavens probably thought I’d be better off

But I often need the feeling of having it

I wonder if my blue bird would ever come off

I spiral on and on trying to understand it

As the poet said it ain’t me babe

And it probably won’t be me babe

I got into old age in a blink of an eye

And tried not to go too high

It’s not about anything I said

But it’s only waiting for to fade

There was a time when I could see the end of the road

When getting scared wasn’t getting any ode

Wishing that blink could last a little longer

So my joy wouldn’t taste that bitter

You can keep your high valued expectations

All I can offer is a world full of deceptions

Cause as the poet said it ain’t me babe

And it probably won’t be me babe

I died in a blink of an eye

I extinguished my own fire

It’s not about the love you bring

It’s about the crown of despair that made me king

Lejain.